I want everyone to know / Trish Jeremy's Mom (Mom) I just thought I would let everyone know that we are doing ok ...the best we can . Are lives will never be the same again a huge piece of our hearts and souls were taken the day Jeremy died. We have what we call bad days , ok bad days , and good bad days . There is nothing that can compare to the loss of a child it drops you to your knees and never stops hurting .We will survive because we have to. We do believe Jeremy is in heaven and we will be with him again when it is our time to go , This does give us some comfort . We don't want anyone to ever forget Jeremy and we don't want people to be afraid to talk about him , it is the only way his memory will keep on going. We appreciate it when you call and ask how we are doing and we really want to share the answer with you , weather it brings tears or laughter we want to talk about Jeremy always. We also want to hear any and all stories that any of you may have to share with us , I know he touched many peoples lives and he was always so much fun I can only imagine what you can all share so please do. I know everyone has to move forward with life but please help us to keepJeremy's memory alive forever!!!! Thank you all .
we get to sit here and talk to old friends from high school on myspace n run into them ... but i cant go and jus email you and ask whats up!! and tell you your an amazing guy..... i dont think ive seen u since high school its been some time but u were always so bubbly and funny!!! i found a few pics when i moved recently of us.. and i really miss you... im sorrrry that you had to go and i know no one knows why... but i guess it was time. everytime i go up los coches i DO think of you EVERY time. april 22 i was on the other side of the freeway with my family n drove by n saw n "Accadent" on the other side and i just know that you were on the other side of that freeway. when i found out i new right away! ..thats my sisters bday so i will nevvver forget that day drivin to viejas n what had happened on the other side of that freeway i get goosebumps thinking of it everytime it saddens me and you have a BEAUTIFUL baby boy! and i hope he is in good hands today. if i could go back i wouldof said yes to going to formal with you! haha.. i think like froshman or sophmore year. hahaaa. goood times.. well i love ya jay nuno and i hope your resting in peace. xoxoxoxo
i F0UND THiS QU0TE & i TH0UGHT 0F Y0U / VANESSA FURR (H0MiE <3 )
I think of you often and make no outward show, But what it means to lose you, no one will ever know You wished no one farewell, not even said good-bye, You were gone before I knew it, and only God knows why. You are not forgotten nor will you ever be, As long as life and memories last, I will remember thee. To some you may be forgotten, to others a part of the past, But to me who loved you dearly, your memories will always last. Nothing can be more beautiful than the memories I have of you. To me, you were someone special, God must have thought so too! If tears could build a staircase and memories a lane, I would walk all the way to Heaven, and bring you back again. -Anon.
ARE YOU THERE? ARE YOU WATCHING ME? / VANESSA Read >>
ARE YOU THERE? ARE YOU WATCHING ME? / VANESSA
IM SITTING HERE, LISTENING TO MAKE IT RAIN. GOD I MISS HOW YOU ALWAYS MADE ME JUMP OUT OF MY ELEMENT. i WAS ALWAYS PRETTY SAFE AND YOU JUST BROUGHT OUT MY CRAZY ADVENTUROUS SIDE. I CANT BELIEVE ALL THE STUPID SHIT WE GOT AWAY WITH. ONLY YOU.....WE HAD A LOT OF GOOD TIMES, AND I WILL NEVER FORGET THAT. YOU ARE TRULY ONE OF THE MOST LOVING, LOVELY PEOPLE I KNOW. YOU MAKE ME LAUGH, EVEN WHEN I DONT FEEL LIKE SMILING. MY FAMILY ALL MISSES YOU. JESS USES THE NICKNAME YOU HAD FOR HER FOR GAGE, ITS A REAL SPECIAL BOND THAT THOSE TWO HAVE, AND SHE WANTED TO HONOR YOU IN THAT WAY. MY MOM SOMETIMES CRIES, SHE REMEMBERS A LOT AS WELL, AND IT HIT HER PRETTY HARD. SHE KNOWS HOW MUCH I LOVE YOU AND TRIES TO CONFORT ME AS MUCH AS SHE CAN, BUT IT WOULDNT BE ALL THE WAY OKAY UNLESS YOU WERE BACK HERE ON THIS EARTH. I STILL SOMETIMES GET HOPEFUL, CALL ME CRAZY, BUT I JUST STILL CANT FULLY COPE WITH IT...I WANT MY PHONE CALL FROM CANADA..LOL... PLEASE?! DAMNIT!....PLEASE......
STILL A DREAM.... / VANESSA, GAGE, AND FAMILY Read >>
STILL A DREAM.... / VANESSA, GAGE, AND FAMILY
YOU HAVE NO IDEA HOW MUCH I MISS YOU. I FOUND SOME OLD PHOTOS IN A BOX IN THE GARAGE THAT I NEVER HAD A CHANCE TO UNPACK WHEN WE MOVED TO THE NEW HOUSE. MY HEART JUST ACHES EVERDAY. I CANT DO OR SAY MUCH OF ANYTHING WITHOUT IT REMINDING ME OF YOU.I STILL HAVENT BEEN ABLE TO LISTEN TO THAT DISTURBED CD..I JUST STILL HAVENT HEALED, AND AT THE RATE IM GOING, IM NOT SURE I EVER FULLY WILL. I CANT EVEN IMAGINE WHAT YOUR PARENTS ARE GOING THROUGH. AND MY HEART GOES OUT TO THEM. WELL I HOPE YOU CAN SEE US DOWN HERE, AND KNOW HOW MUCH YOU ARE TRULY MISSED AND LOVED.
We made some new friends this last couple of months at the ballfield and they didn't know you or that you had passed , they saw our sticker on the car and were a little unsure of how to ask about you....so today they did and I very proudly told them all about you and how it still hurts to the core without you here and that you were the BEST!!! That you were my oldest son and my best friend and a husband and father. I was so touched that they wanted to listen and I just wanted to keep talking and talking about you because I feel like that is the only way to keep your memory alive and let people know that talking about you is a way of healing and excepting( no matter how hard that is) Believe me when I say excepting is the hardest ever I really love denial, but going on without you is a necesary part of our life now and we have to deal with that how ever we can just to get through the day sometimes. I have been reading a book about life on the other side and I was explaining it to Saby and he now tells me he talks to you ...God- I wish he could!!!We all miss you so damb much!
UNBELIEVEABLE/ Anthony Nuno (Dad)
It's the eve of the day you left us and I still can't come to grips with it!! There are so many things I want to say to you and questions I want to ask you. I had my shoulder surgery and my arm is in this bulky sling for 6 weeks and I can't do alot around here and I find myself really appreciating what you did for us and that you were always here for us when you could be. It's just so unbelieveable youv'e been gone a year tomorrow! It's not an easy pill to swallow and this never goes away. Please come and visit us Jay we love your signs and look for something cool and unusual to share with friends and family.
With all the love, hugs, and kisses from Mom, Dad, Cassandra, Carlos, Sebastian, and baby Kyle!
Peace Jaybird ~ Close
I am having a really hard time this month...as expected... I just wish I would wake up from this horrible nightmare and Jeremy would be here giving me a hug and telling me everything is going to work out and be ok then he would do something silly and make me laugh.I MISS YOU SO MUCH !!!! It still hurts so bad it takes my breath away when it gets to quiet and my mind floods with all that occured that fateful day. Life isn't and never will be the same without Jeremy!!! He was such a bright light in my world , that was blown out way to soon and now I am left here in the dark, struggling with the day to day. There are a few rays of hope that I am trying hard to focus on and be somewhat normal for ( if there is normal after losing a child)
Anthony ,Cassandra,Carlos,Sebastian and Kyle and Brandi have meant all the world to me this last year and without them and many other friends and family I never would of gotten this far in this awful daily journey I now have to travel....so to them I say thank you so much and please always stay close I need all of you more than you know!!!!
To my dearest Jeremy I love you kid and miss you every second of every day and I can't wait for the day I see you again, until then" fly with me until eternity"~j~Always loved never Forgotten!!!!!!! xoxoxo
Thinking of you / Janet Shaw (Aunt)
Today has been a tumultuous day weatherwise: snow mixed in the rain wind hail... when I got home from work there was a blistery cold wind blow and swirl around , but the sun and blue sky opened up with scattered clouds and I loved it because it was dramatic... I though of you and how dynamically dramatic you seemed to me, such personality and passion for life. You are missed and so many hearts are feeling the loss and sometimes it is just hard to express, but we haven.t forgotten and are taking joy in seeing little Kyle grow and look so much like Daddy. Give Dad a hug for me, Love, Aunt Janet Close
Your birthday / Trish Mom Of Jeremy (MOM)
So your birthday is almost here and I am kinda freaking out. I want to do something but I don't know what to do. I can't stand that you aren't here to celebrate with us. I know we would of had a blast and you would of partied all night huh? I will send you 21 balloons and make a cake for you or maybe a dingdong LOL ha ha ha . I miss you so much. Well have a blast up there in heaven my dear and don't cause to much trouble K . HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY DEAR LOVING SON!!! You were my ROCK , my STRENGTH, my WORLD , my FRIEND , my SON !!! You are forever missed and eternally loved! Close
Was that you?! / Anthony Nuno (Dad) Today is 9 months since you flew home with the angels and it's been an ongoing part of my days and nights constantly thinking of you. Sometimes I manage to smile and maybe even laugh about some stupid shit we wound up in the middle of. It just doesn't seem fair that you and your entire family, and all your friends lost such an important and overwhelmingly beautiful human being! Was that you the other night brushing past my legs at the sliding glass door then making a bunch of tapping sounds all night in my room? I really hope so, because your Mom and I enjoyed it very much and can't wait for you to visit us again. I love you son and it crushes my heart not being able to cuss you out for destroying something else around here ! Thinking of you often and missing you forever, love, hugs, and kisses, from Mom, Dad, Cassie, Carlos, Sebastian, and Silly! Don't forget to visit!!!
a bond strong enough to make a memory into a dream... / Vanessa Furr (Soul Mates )Read >>
a bond strong enough to make a memory into a dream... / Vanessa Furr (Soul Mates )
Jeremy I can remember when you used to hate being called that. It was always Jay or J-bird, courtesy of tommy's dad, but it wasn't until Monka and I started calling you that did you actually start liking it and responding to it.
You know, I can still remember the day I met you. Even before Dominican's house that day....... it was at church...ec weslian...remember.... you always stood out in a crowd....
I remember you and tommy doing the chicken dance, I couldn't stop laughing to save myself....
I remember the first time I met Pock... your dad drove you guys over...lol...i think in the van...
There's just never a dull moment with you...EVER!
I loved how we could make an inside joke out of EVERYthing! no matter what the situation....
I had a dream about you last night..thanks for everything... it made everything okay, and i woke up refreshed, knowing that you are here for me, whenever I need you...
I've been meaning to go see mom and dad and the chitlins...
I still cry every day....Its hard, but most of the memories are good but its just hard to know that......wells theres a lot of things... please just take care and i will talk to you again soon...
Happy New year Jay!! Life around here just isn't the same and never will be. I hope when my time comes we will see each other, I can't wait to give you a big hug and play some ball with you. Baby Kyle is a lot of fun and at times can be a lot of trouble, but then again, so were you! It really pisses me off that such an awesome person as you could be taken from us before you even experienced life. I miss you and would really like you to visit more, if and when you can. I love you and miss your laugh, smile, and everything else about you!! When I look at some of the shit-heads you would hang out with and how screwed up they are I ask myself....WHY YOU, after all you had been through you turned into a very respectful young man. Missing you Jay!
creating memories of happiness / Mom (MOM)
I have been trying to create memories of happiness for Cass, Carlos and Sebastian as well as for Dad and I .....so this year isn't just full of pain and sorrow but it is so hard. We achieve a moment of joy but it always comes back to - we wish you were here to share it with us .We miss you so much and always will !!! I am not looking forward to the holidays but again I will do my best to make some joy for the rest of the family.You were always there for me , us anytime we needed you or wanted you to attend a family thing you would always be there and it is so hard to relize and except you are not there any more- I hate it !!! I just miss you like crazy!!!!!!! I will keep going because Cass, Carlos and Saby need me and I want to give them a chance to become as great as you were, so I will keep trying to create memories of happiness.Hopefully one day it won't hurt so bad and until then I will just push on and try to keep my head above water . xoxoxo Close
Blue jays and butterflies / Lee Anne Krause (cousin)Read >>
Blue jays and butterflies / Lee Anne Krause (cousin)
Everytime I see a bluejay I talk to you. Everytime I see a butterfly, I remember to encourage people. We had so little time together... but the time we had was awesome. I ache for your family. This sofa king hurts... know that you are missed. Close
Your son is amazing! / Krystal Gensler (Friend)Read >>
Your son is amazing! / Krystal Gensler (Friend)
Jay watching Kyle this weekend made me miss you so much! There were so many things he did that reminded me of you! Like when he said "NOOO" he looked like you so much! And the fact that when he woke up crying in the middle of the night he wanted to look at the fish tank and pet my cat Balou! It was so funny when Balou would move Kyle would lift his head and kiss Balou and put his arm over him! I loved watching him because I felt a closeness to you! I love you Jay and hope you are watching over him everyday! Rest peacefully buddy I LOVE YOU! Krystal
Jeremy.......Cassie's catchers helmet was finished a couple of weeks ago. We had the back of the helmet done with your lacrosse number 7 and a memorial sticker to you. the top of the helmet has the S.I.C. scull and cross bones airbrushed on it, it's a total tribute to you! Cassie is afraid to scratch it and at first didn't want to throw it off her head, but she got over that once she got behind the plate. We need you to do us a favor and help us from above as we guide her in the right direction, a gentle push every now and then from you would be good! We are still not used to not having you here and don't think we will ever be. I think of you everyday, and miss you every minute. Don't forget to visit us, please!! Love, Mom, Dad, Cassie, Sebastian, Carlos, and Silly-butt
SO MANY QUESTIONS / Krystal Gensler (Friend)Read >>
SO MANY QUESTIONS / Krystal Gensler (Friend)
Jeremy Sometimes I sit and think of you and the person that you were. It drives me crazy when I think of all the questions I have for God. Why you??? Why now??? Why couldn't he stay??? What is your plan??? When can I see you again??? I hate that I ask God these questions because everyone keeps sayin "oh God has a plan for everyone." But WTF why???????? We need you here... I feel you sometimes Jay and I love that feeling! You meant SO much to me. As I'm sure you to everyone in your life. I promise you that I WILL NEVER FORGET YOU! Always && Forever Krystal Fly safe Jay and stay close to me!!!
Time hasn't changed this pain! / Mom (Mom)
As time goes by it just seems to hurt more and more without you here.We miss you so damb much !!!! I don't know what to do in this world without you , you were so important to me and in my life I hate that you aren't here any more.Life wasn't supposed to be this way ....I feel so lost .I miss you kid!!I am trying really hard to keep going for your sister and brothers but it is so hard I can't stop thinking of you and what we would be doing or talking about or what kind of crazy thing you were up to..I still just can't stop asking why???????? why you ??????You still had so much to give this f##ked up world.so much good to bring to others lives.......WHY??? I know I know GOD has some plan , one that I don't understand and I absolutly don't agree with , I just wish I knew what the hell it was because it has left me at such a loss I just don't know what to do. I know I need to trust in god and the life we are promissed it is just not easy to let go of this pain, it is so deep it litterally takes my breath away. So here is to praying for strength and some comfort in these dark days of our lives my we soon see the light !! I love you Jeremy and I will miss you until the day I die. Mom Close
i miss you / Kyle Davis (friend "brother" )Read >>
i miss you / Kyle Davis (friend "brother" )
jay you have truly blessed my life and blessed me with such wanderful people i have grown so much as a person since i meet you and i wish you were here to see how you have helped me become who i am you were like a brother to me i dont care what anyone else thinks you were my brother you were the only person who truly understood me i know have someone who also understands me and if it wasnt for you i wouldnt have that i love you jay and not in a gay way ass hole i know what your sayin up there and im no fage so shut up lol i miss you and you will always be in my heart i think of you dayly "fly free but stay close" keep my under your wings jay bird Close
Tributes and Condolences
and it's been an ongoing part of my days and nights constantly thinking of you. Sometimes I manage to smile and maybe even laugh about some stupid shit we wound up in the middle of
. It just doesn't seem fair that you and your entire family, and all your friends lost such an important and overwhelmingly beautiful human being
! Was that you the other night brushing past my legs at the sliding glass door then making a bunch of tapping sounds all night in my room
? I really hope so, because your Mom and I enjoyed it very much and can't wait for you to visit us again
! Thinking of you often and missing you forever, love
, from Mom, Dad, Cassie, Carlos, Sebastian, and Silly
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